Thursday, August 10, 2006
haiish..ii m back..ii m dead lers..he giive mie hiis answers le wOrx..umn..ii was rejected lers..he sae"huiihuii,tell you the truth,i got the answers le,is not that i dun care much about you,is the feeling i have for her is more than you..sorry wor."then he sent again"huihui,i m sorry.i don worth your love.give up of me bahx.i am a bad guy who let you wait for so long but the answer disapoint you."
Again"rmb,i treasure the time tat i have with you.i'm very happy.thanks.If you are cryiing now,don't cry,ok?i dun wan to see you cry ok?it break my heart."
Again"You arre a good girl.yOu can find someone that you can rely on.sorry.i dun mean to hurt you de..forgive mie can??"
haiish..ii realli dunno wad to do ler..
ii m dead!~
buaiix
Monday, July 24, 2006
heyyhey..ya..mie habbiing friendshiip problems wOrx..ii dunno how to sae..e problem iis joyce bahs..haiish..ii and her together iis e better one among la..bt ii scare her..realli..ii jus dunno how to explain leiis..haiish..she giive mie e impresseion tt she will backstabb mie from behind..yOu understand..i jus dun trust her animore..ii cry ytd when talkiin to her abt e friendship..she go tell shuhuii..ii mean ii dun miind..bt liek ii berii ke liian siia..haiish..ii dunno leiis..thiings are not wad ii want de..ya..ii m close wiib xue li..so wad..?can yOu all giib mie e trust ii wann..yOu tiink u all berii good ma..no la..all are backstabbers..hao bu hao..dun bluff ur ownself lo..there iis nth iiu all can tolerant how long de..ii shall see..haiish
umn..peng hwee..sae sorry to mie..he saehe jus cannot confirm his feelings..haiish..ii dunno whether ii liek hiim ma..bt ii realli care hiim a lot..for all his presccence all diis..and how he tiink of hiimself bhas..he keep saeiing tt..he not worth of mie..lolx..haiish..dunno wad e hack he thiinkin la..
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
yOz..ii m back tO update lers..haiish..buzy recently and confused arhs..hahax..umn..thiings are not getting berii well recently leii..haiish..ii jus wiish to vent my anger out at anione..haiish..some iis small case bt seems to be unsolve..maybe ii think too much or what la..bt ii realli dunno wad to do..haiish..Friendship:
hmn..shuhuii and huiting are not on good terms in heart and their words siia..haiish..bt they can just be berii good at a moment..bt like like poles magnet liddat..ke3p a distance from each other..then both of them will come tell mie another ppl de thiings..then another ppl will come ask mie wad she told you..ii reallii wanna be a good frenz..iif ii collapse..they quarrell..?iss that true..?hahax..ii dunno...umn..ii will answer them..ii dun betray frenz..bt nxt tym iif nt hapii wiib anione..tell each other..dunn get mie invole..haiis..then shu huii still ask mie..iif she quarrel wiib huiting..who would ii help..?hahax..she iis CLEVER!~cox more ppl iis willing to help her then she sure try her luck de..hahax..realli..so ii reply her tt ii dunno..see whO at fault fiirst..if not be e middleman..help none of them..!~at most..diis friendship die..~haiish..hOw ii wish ii can save back diis friendshiipp..bt ii jus dunno how to start..cOx ii oso nt realli liek shuhui,huiting and sometimes joyce..iis liek they jus cant be trusted de lo..haiiyO..Arrgh..jus feel so stressed up leiis..jus wonder who can peii mie get over dis periOd??>.<
Relationship:
ii jus feel confused over three guys..flirt..?ii dunno..iif yOu all wann liek tt sae ii oso bo biian ma..talk about weixiong fiirst..he rejected mie le..ii ask hiim twice..and he iis berii straightforward..ii was hurt..deeply..haiish..he jus dunn hab feelings fer mie lers..haiish..ii dunno leiis..ii m such a failure..haiish..
then peng hwee leiis..dunno hiim..he liek 2 gals..then he cant confirm who he liek most..haiish..so ii did nothiing..cox ii also cant confirm myself..realli..ii jus cant figure out that answer..iit not abt tym not enuff..iis de..iis de..FEELING>>~and the THINKING>>ii jus cant think properly..cox everyone of them has iits good points ma..haiish..jus dunno how to figure whiich one ii shld realli concenrate liekiing..and nt feeling regret..haiish..
as for hsien hOONg..ii dunno leii..ii hardly see hiim..bt ii miss himm..dunno leiis..got chat wiib hiim on fone..got msg..then when ii fall sick..he will be berii cariing de..sO good..jus feel good chatting wiib hiim..haiish..dunno leiis..
how ii wish ii m not that confused animroe one dae..haiish..okiiez bahs..wriite till here lers..tiired lers..jus feel liek cryiing all out..realli..hahax..
Monday, July 10, 2006
hahax..ii m back..umn..ii c0nfess to weixi0ng le..as ii expected ii know it le..kana rejected bahs..g0nna giib up on hiim le la..as fer peng hwee leiix..umn..dunno leii..haiish..lOve iis nOt that siimple as y0u thiink de lo..haiish..siian..ii realli dunn0 wad to wriite leii..haiish..n0 m00d to type de lo..arrgh..buaii buaii..
Sunday, June 11, 2006
ab0ut the expediti0n:First day:
We reached the school at 8.15a.m to meet with the whole expedition team.We packed our equipments then we set off at about 9 to our camp area.We reached changi coast adventure centre athen we were dismissed to our dormitory.Then we put down our things and gather again for our lunch.Then we went for our first activity of the camp.And that is flotation test.Everybody is to put on the life jacket then off to the sea to test out.Everybody is to reached a particular place to meet Mr shang then come back.Then all of us completed.We had a game to trust al our teammates.Everybody is to align face to face with the partner opposite then the first one will lie down on the water then push by others using the hand to reach anothher side.When it come to me,it had some difficulty.I was terrified that ii am not able to pass but surprisingly they completed.All completed and we went for our tea break then proceeded with our second part of the activity.Everybody take a pedal and learned the four basics of the strokes such as left,right and front and reverse.We were all fast learners..=x..Then we proceeded to the sea,we had our first test out..it was so enjoyable..!Then we had our first wash-up then had our dinner at about six plus.Then we went to Tampiness mall to buy our second and third day mobile lunch and last day breakfast.Then we were allowed to have time to shop ourselves.We reached ccac at nearly ten.We had our short reflections with different teachers-in-charge.then we were asked to choose a silence spot ourselves to enjoyed the sea breeze and reflect the whole day.We were told to lights off but everybody seem to be very excited.A few of us were chatting till quite late.
Second day:
We set out to the sea at eight.We were told to kayak to East coast.I love it when we were on the way there as the currents is helping us.We reached but the weather turned bad.Storm came and we saw twister.We were all surprised to see it in Singapore.The wind came and it was strong and chiiled.We went for shelter.Then we continued when the rain came to a stop awhile.We reached our destination faster than the time we taken to kayak to East Coast.We reached then the storm is coming again.We were told to reached for the shore and we packed up all the things and we had our wash up and we were given about 2 hours rest.Most of them take a nap.Me too.Then we had our dinner then our reflections then it is about the end of that day .
Third day:
We set off to pulau ubin.We went to our campsite after a walked about 35 to 40 mins.Tiring.We reached and we pitched our tents then we set out for our land expedition.We walked about 6 to 8 h0urs.And distance ab0ut 15 to 20 km.To different ckeckpoints.We were dismissed into 3 groups with 2 teacher in charge.As for my group,we got 2 teacher in charge and 1 ex jyian,Hsien Hoong.Then we came to checkpoints 6..we were attacked by wasps..about 4 of our members including 1 teachers.Then Hsien hoong gone missing.He was the last.Then we were shouting for him yet there was no reply.All if us panicked.just then,we heard some reply.Mr Tan went to look for him,finally we found him and he had 3 stung.The least person which was attacked.hahax....Then Mr Danny Koh felt giddy after the attcked so we sent him to the jetty.Then we all take a rest then continued our journey.We were the last group to reached the campsite but we completed all checkpoints except the checkpoints 6.We sensed a great sense of achievement.We had our dinner,reflections under moonlight and our torchlight.Then our night walk,we were told to walk solo.I was terrified at first but slowly with confidence and courage and encouragement from teachers like Mrs Saz and Mr Tan.Mrs Saz still steal a hug from me..=x..Enjoy The day greatly.We were all tired,many of us were fast asleep.
Last Day:
We packed up and walked back to the jetty.And set off back to school.The feeling is shiiok..We were told to washed all the utensils and tents and groundsheets.All of us were very cooperate.Love you guys,You guys rocks..We had our reflections then dismissed at about 2p.m.We had our powder bath and we take our photo outside school.shiiok..enjoy!~GOOD dAY!~
My reflections:
I learnt a lot of things from this camp.Really,from teachers and teammates.I hope end-of the-year there will be one more..Even next year.and even when i leave school,i hope i will be able to come back to join this kind of expedition again..even a different one and more challenging one..Keep it up!~
Thursday, June 01, 2006
ii m back lers..yeah..yah..got a lot to update le worx..hmn..start from fridae 26/5??hahax..nt sure too..diis iis e dae ii gotta go skuul wiib moii parents wor..go take report bk lorhx..siianz..haiish..ii get 26/39..l0usy lohx..iis bec0x ii faiil eng..iif nt iit w0uld be great..ii l0se to her..haiish..n0 c0mments..wad a tyc0 wan fer her lo..siianx..cox she pass her eng larhs..haiis..ii realli berii sad..i dunno..lose to her by 15 p0siti0n..wiin her by percentage 0so no use de lohz..disappp0iinted lo..haiis..n0 c0mments..b0 biian
umn..next..fiirst dae at w0rk..dunn0 whiich dae liia0 le..ii dun lyk iit lers w0r..
weiired weiird de..e pe0ple there dun se3m to be so friiendly wor..maybe iis partly my fault bahs..bt ii realli hate tt fuckiing biitch..yuqing!~0opx..ii realli dun lyk her fckiin attitude lohx..talk to mie in wad way..enemiies arhx..?nab3ii..duunno larhs..dun wiish to c0ntinue w0rkiin lia0 lers..hahax..dun liike e ppl dere bahs..hehex..neber miind larhs..got another jobs liiao ler..hehex..guud..distribute fliers niia..haiish..umn..dunnn0 wad to sae leii..dunn0 lers
umn..er ge sae li juan angry??lol..ii oso dunno wad miistke ii made..er ge sae iis abt wad hp de lorhx..aiya..nv continue askiing..maybe tt dae ii berii tiired bahs..so she dun lyk iit or wad bahs..how ii know ar?haiish..dunno lars..recently ppl emotions changed berii fast de lars..haiya..dunno awd to sae loh..cox ii reali dunno wad mistake ii made siia..tiired arhx..
Friday, May 19, 2006
hahaz..ke3p up s0me update then..hehex..
umn..0n 16/05/2006,miee,shiiyun,j0yce and sandyy went t0 l0t 1 fer k b0x after e mid yr last paper..hahax..ii realli enj0yed iit..iit was liike ii m berii suagu liidat..fiirst tiime mahx..s0mem0re take ne0priints w0r..hehex...each spent ab0ut $3 bahx..ab0ut there..bt ii tiink less than tt..hehex..=x..
[[take a l00k at s0me f0tos..]]
heyy heyy..nicce bah..
hahax..talk ab0ut next t0piic le..umn..wiith they all arhx..nurt berii guud recently lia0..c0x ii ch00se nt t0 quarrel..hehex..siianz arhx..wriite till here le..buaiix
signiing 0ff..
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